prolonged frustration

uwahhh..why ?i got no reason to tell why ..but for sure ..it's killing me ..please be sincere what do u want from me??anything that i can change??anything that u can confess with..anything that can make u happy .?anything that is not hurt u??but..u've to know..i've been trying and it's hard to get into it.=(

b or repeat!

i have to ch0ose either one...b or repeat..i think i'm g0nna to repeat..it's imp0rtant to raise up my cgpa!huhu

='(

i feel like crying...i d0nt kn0w what was happening..oh g0d..help me..i want to cry..life is so c0mplicated..help me..give me back what i used to get..i need it g0d..help me..

one republic-

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess

'Til all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw me wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'ma tell you everything

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
I'm sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, all my secrets away

final punye st0ry

final exam n final b0la sepak?

it's november evelvent!

it's 11 months!it's my first first time to have a gf till it exceeded 11 months!

this tonite,,

what am i doing at 2.15 am..am i online-ing on facebook??palying computer games??what else??...uwahhhhh..i did amaze of myself when i flashing back about the last sem..enjoy..movie..futsal..game..chat..lepak..sleep..whatver nonsense...uwahhhh..this new sem..it's really gonna to be a record!a world record..haha..i just knew life in intec..what is study ..and how to dic=vide ur time well..first test reminds me about the time..i have no time to play around bcoz time is goingto an end!the end when it decided where's my next station..UNITED STATES..or just staying in MALAYSIA..which one are u prefer first aje??if u didnt go to the states it means that u r a great losel..LOSER...LOSER...uwahhh..can't accept that thing in my mind!shud be avoided from talikng about such terrible thing people..!think positive!we can do it!the GOD had determined ur place!but..ohhh god,,,,i'm begging to you!i wanna go to the states!achieve my dreams!for sure!a biotechnologist.!i just wanna go there!take as much knowledge as i can!and do something good for my country and religion for my dad!for my mom!family!! and finally.pray for our happiness ..may god bless us!besides that!my love!she's mine!i love her so much!=0